I suspect she carried more,
cared more
than I ever knew,
for I never really knew
her.
Irises were her favorites,
but Mother was more like
a rose,
opening slowly,
cautiously,
unsure,
perplexed by layers of petals,
trying to settle them
just
exactly
right
but ending up windblown,
sun-faded,
pollen dusted,
stemmed with thorns,
holding deep in her center
the longing to
do
everything
right
to be the chosen rose.
I think I understand better now,
for I carry more
and care more
than my children will ever know.
Irises are one of my favorites,
but maybe I am a
slowly
unfolding
rose.
-kh-
Nurture peace, cultivate kindness, and carry the calm.
And Happy Mother’s Day!
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